Good Morning Everyone!!!

Today is a day like any other I am in one of those moments is where I am consistently thinking of my great grandmother who past away a year and 6 months ago making tomorrow a year and 7 months, as I am sure that you could tell with me mentioning the time that has past I was very close to her. I miss her everyday as to anything could remind me of her, everything I see, smell, even hear could remind me of her sense of humor, her stories that I not only not forget but made become a ongoing process of being a better person.

As I go through my journal in where I mention this passing that meant so much to me I describe myself being emotionally, and physically drained, now in these pages I describe her smile, her laughter, and her long nails that I two have been blessed with of course not only from my mother and grandmother but from her. Now I have been through some very difficult times but none of these have made me feel so much worse. In these moments of grief I learned to not keep my emotions bottled up inside but to share my feelings my thoughts with my family, I am and have always been blessed to be able to share these moments with them and have the opportunity to express myself freely because they showed me that I am to have the confidence to do so, Unfortunately I know not many others in my age or even younger, older have the confidence or even the trust to express there feelings like I do. I know these moments in our life are very difficult and you feel as though the world is crashing on us but we do have the time and someone we could go talk to, we need to let ourselves let our thoughts our feelings be shared with others, it is never healthy to keep everything in as it could lead to many health problems, and may lead to even lead us to hurt others, Yes I said it hurt others Physically, mentally and emotional.

I am sharing this with you because I feel it is important for others to share there inner thoughts, there concerns, I you guys to be able to have the ability to have the confidence that others won't judge you for what you are saying to them, to what your feelings truly are. Have the ability to trust, that these people you do talk to would give you the advice that you need, the hug that you are in need as well, whatever it may be trust that they are able to relieve you from the worries you are facing. Remember these things that bother us in our daily basis are not bothers in where you only have, but that others are facing as well, we all have cried,laughed, even smiled when all we wanted to do is scream. I want to share a few things that my friend pointed out to me from the bible through a letter some recently some from before that I find helpful in my most difficult times as well as for those good ones.

"A True companion is loving all the time, and is a brother that is born for when there is distress"

"Jehovah is near to those that are broken at heart;

and those who are crushed in spirit he saves"

I hope they help you as much as they have been helping me, god always listens for when we are in need, as well for when we are at are bests.

"You may not be perfect, but God is not basing your value on your abilities. He’s looking at your heart."

We always need to remember that, we need to remind ourselves that we don't need to worry in what others think, but to simply just share the love and support with those who need it as well.

Do what God has put in your heart and trust Him to take care of your critics.