Protective...

   I have always been one in where I will always want to protect my family against anything and everything that may harm them, recently I have felt this so much in where yes it has been some sort of stress for me but I will do no matter what happens. Not only I recently felt this to be even more than usual but I feel as if being the oldest I have the responsibility to do so, or even if I don't have to I guess it runs in the family.


I have always said it to anyone who knows me well that for my family I will risk it all, I don't take my family for granted as others will, there are many people out there in which they do complain and which they could leave, or even do so, I can't admit that when I was young I did have that faze in where I did wanted to leave for a certain time, but with many experiences I have gone through I have learn to cherish my family not take it for granted. The experiences we have shared together truly makes us strong and no it has not been easy, to grieving, to seeing things in where I believe many can't move one from but we have each other to keep us balanced from all the negativity we have experience together. Many could say just move on, or even that they may know how we feel when really they haven't even experience the beginning of what we have.


One thing I really is a pet peeve is when someone tells me to leave what I have to move one from the negative and leave my family as what they are going through without considering how much we have together that we all need to actually leave what we going through together, don't tell me you done it yourself when all you seen wasn't even the first part of the situation.

I am here today because of them, I am who I am because of them and you are telling me to leave my family for my own selfish reasons. Now I can't say they have been a few friends of mine who really understand me, who support my decision, ones who don't pressure my every moves into wanting me to be in where I used to live.

With what I am trying to say here today is don't let anyone make you're decision, its like I say they are YOU'RE decisions not theirs we all have our own problems and if your family makes you strong, and make you become a better you then while leave them when they are need. We can't make decisions to please others, we have to please ourselves and if you feel happy helping them then do so but don't feel as if you are pressured to make a decisions. Your true friends will understand and will advice you in those decisions you make.


  God bless, and Family Love.....